This sun is my birthday... and i tot of askin the guy i liked out and wanna let him know my feelings for him... well.. he beaten mi to it.... last week... he told mi that remain as friens is best... as his feelings to mi aren't that strong enuff.. and is afraid to hurt mi...
GOSH.... i totally hate ppl saying this to me... pls.... if u think i'm not up to standard to match you... jus tell mi... dun tell mi that u are thinking abt me, my feelings thats why say these stuff... dun think i dunno u enuff... i know u enuff.. thats why i know wat u say is nonsense and excuses..
Totally hate it.... why treat mi so good all these times... and say those stuff to mi want mi consider u... then now... wanna break my heart... i was planning to give a chance to this relationship... guess... its dead before it start...
Hai mi now end up torturing myself.... force myself to sick whole week.... last saturday i had bad sore throat, stomachache.... plus vomit... Sunday which is my frien weddin.... drank my sorrows down.... thou sore throat... sang my hearts out with some help of sweets and honey drink...
Today total breakdown with fever...
Why i need to do these foolish stuff then i will wake up....
but i'm not awake yet... shyt...
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