Feelings

I'm..... missing him... like crazy.... sure am....
always on my mind... thinking why....
I'm already done with crying.... but why is there still sadness lingering ..
really dunno why.... he isn't the kind of guy i look for... jus... got this hitch which i can't ditch...
i tot the feelings aren't for real... time will pass..... the feelings wont last.... but its been cuming 2mths liao... why am i still missing him....
my brain should stop... doing silly stuff.... driven mad.... becuming crazy....
hates it ba... i guess.... i really wanna cut myself alway from him liao.... think i should .... else... i really dunno liao.... arrrrRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh